her eyes had sunken,
the last time i saw her,
and bubbled up whirlpools that
refused to swirl and spill
over down the ridges of her
cheeks, but i was still caught
drowning and head pushed further
underwater because, really, that
would be my only fitting punishment.
she laughed when i said, she
seemed upset, like she was
already broken, except that didn’t
keep me from turning the cog
too hard. like i can’t help myself.
i offered the olive branch and
she snapped it in half, throwing
the jagged, empty, pointless
sticks over her shoulder.
i saw myself ripping away,
untying from the strings
i spent so much time attaching
to her sleeves, and i was
nothing but a discarded branch,
to still smile when she looks
at you with shattered eyes is a
dangerous thing. it must feel
better to not look at her at all.

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